it was sapposed to be a one night stand

It was supposed to be a one night stand but man ol man was it banging for the both of us it felt like we've known each other for years the way he kissed me from head to toe from the first stroke i knew his dick game was popping just as wavy as it could be all i could say was owwwwww whisper his name while he moaning and deep stroking I'm almost at my climax he's feeling me and goes deeper and deeper beats it up as the sun came up splash!!! he smacking my ass I'm throwing it back looking at him getting ready to nut he goes faster and he got louder with the moaning then splash he hugged me mad tight kissed me passionately I'm thinking to myself dammmmnnnn we just made love on some real shit i was loving it he whispered in my ear damn why do you have to leave so soon I'm like don't worry I'm coming back. the next day he blew up my phone on my way home he needed me bad and he couldn't wait til i came back. over our two week break we kept in contact when i got back to the spot he was def my lil shawty its crazy he wasn't even my type at first but his swag was too damn sexy to resist just as cocky az he should be fresh az hell from head to toe he never had a bad day. our swags were to official together we got close az hell then fell apart all i can say is damn it was just supposed to be a one night stand.

you must regret the day you left me

It seems to me you found ya wife why are you still trying to be in my life saying you still love me but why what is that goin to do? you have anotha chick your going to meet the parents why is that your still trying to get in contact with me? you must regret the day that you left me your not off how i hung up when you called me well im not off how you left me hanging now you see how it feels. damn it must hurt when you get a taste of your own medicine, left me standing in the rain wondering which way to go. confused as hell no signs anywhere, thinking maybe this maybe that where did it all go wrong sitting here singing songs putting your name in everything you left the best you had now you tryin to come right back it damn sure dont work like that. daydreaming and thinking about you not even havin a clue it was all about the hoes, henny and who trying to screw? who wouldve knew the only person i ever loved trusted held on a pedistal would treat me like dirt then turn around and say you love me? forget all of that just like when you turned your back your whack az hell im glad you messed up you made me realize my worth and you dont even amount to half of my worth so i treat you like the hoes i come across kick em to the curb like beckham and on to the next one find them fuck them forget them.

Addicted to SEX????

At what point would one be addicted to sex? we all know what that means on a massive level, i.e you can't go outside without meeting someone to have sex with or hooking up with everybody at your job simply because you cant control yourself. When your sexual endevors begin to disrupt your way of living, then yes you would be addicted. However; i am referring to something different. I am more so trying to determine whether or not there are different stages of being addicted to sex, just as in addictions to drugs. Most people addicted to crack don't start off selling their bodies for crack, so clearly the addiction process happens over time...anyway, i digress. Many people i know feel as though i too am addicted to sex. I just believe that i have a very strong sexual appetite. I could have sex all day everyday...good sex that is. I definently would not just be sleeping with just anybody because that's a waste of time, only the best of the best. I love sex so much, but at times i feel like i need it and if i don't get it my mood could change drastically. Now are those signs of addiction or just simply frustration? Like this past weekend for instances, i was expecting to have sex with any 1 of 4 people, any one of them would have sufficed ( the best of the best). When all my plans fell through i just broke down!!!...i couldn't even fathom the idea of not having sex especially after i had already expected to. My friends say that these are signs of addiction because when i do not have sex it alters my mood so. I do not agree. A person addicted to sex would be looking around bars or anywhere trying to find a guy, any guy. I would never do that! I stick to my elite, all of whom i have been having sex with for over 2 years minimum. It's almost like having 4 or 5 monogamous relationships. If ever their sex became bad then of course i would look for a new elite, but for the time being they are all great. I am not in it for the chase as a sex addicted person is. I am not concerned with quantity as a sex addicted person is, i am more about the quality. I like to have a few though so this problem i ran into doesn't happen, but i guess that didn't work this time. I don't feel like my system is flawed though because in ally my time having sex with these people this was the first time EVER where i just could not catch up with any of them. I actually hate having sex with new people because you are taking risk, you never know what kind of quality of sex you are going to get. At least with my line up i already know what to expect each time and it is always good. I think i actually answered my own question though..lol...i do not think i am addicted sex, i just like it a lot!!!

Hygiene IS A MUST.

Okay, so this is simple & I shouldn't have to say this, but HYGIENE IS A MUST! Since when does an young adult DARE believe it is acceptable to not have brushed their teeth, or NOT have washed their face or shower.

I was talking to this guy at school and he was OK looking. I'm not attracted to him, but i mean he was decent enough for me not to mind being caught talking to him. But anyway, we were talking about this book we need for class. As he was talking to me, i almost fainted. It smelled like he had a pound of sour packed in his gums. I immediately took a few steps back and played it off as if i was laughing. After I thought to myself i survived a possibly very fatal murder attempt; i noticed while he was talking it looked like he had cheddar & brie cheese stuck to his teeth. -THIS GUY IS GROSS AS HELL! There is no reason to be in college and not taking care of the basics! If you think that is enough there.. his GIRLFRIEND interrupted this deadly conversation to give him a nasty passionate I-haven't-seen-you-in-months-kiss. At this point, my throat was killing me because it was raw from me throwing up in my mouth like 4 times and then trying to suppress it.

++ I CONFESS: It is unacceptable for any human being with access to utilities, not to use them. His breath was so bad, i was instantly pist me off as if someone hit me and caused a terrible car accident. AS the girlfriend, you should want your boyfriend to be top notch no matter what, so why would she allow this gentleman to kiss her in the mouth like this. If this is the first time I've noticed I'm sure she's noticed plenty times before. Kissing him, made her just as gross and that's not cute.

OR..

What if you are the girlfriend, and you notice your boyfriend isn't being as hygienic as possible? How do you acknowledge this nasty issue? How do you demand change?

Yeah, Your Pretty But... What Do You Really Look Like?

My disclaimer for this entry is: I'm all for a high self-esteem, so whatever it takes for you to look good, I support it. Like TLC expressed in Unpretty.

You can buy your hair if it wont grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up that mac can make
But if you cant look inside you
Find out who am i, too
Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty.

In today's society, I'm noticing that more women are concealing their true beauty with artificial imported products, especially my African descent queens. Instead of admiring naturally beautiful women, they're choosing to follow a video vixens footsteps. Typical vixens are basked in flawlessly done Mac Makeup, Grade A 'Yaki' (weave), and other tweaks are among the process of creating the look of the "perfect woman" or every man's "dream girl. But creating that look is not only temporary but it takes a lot of time, it requires the help of a professional stylist and make-up artist. If a woman can accomplish the look of a video vixen on her own then I applaud that. But, this shouldn't be an every day look. Maybe on a night out with your girls, you want to look like you just stepped off a runway. But is that process really necessary for your 8 a.m. class? Seriously, who are you trying to impress that bad? And what bothers me the most is the fact that these females are the ones who call themselves the "baddest", the most conceited of the bunch.

I don't know if they've gotten the memo but men love a naturally beautiful woman. One who they can run their fingers through their hair and not having to worry about his finger nail getting caught into your glued in tracks. Or one who they cuddle with and not have to worry about your eyeshadow or concealer getting onto his shirt. Long hair does not equal beauty. Concealer does not equal flawless skin. Instead purchasing that girl's hair from New Delhi, why not try a new look with your natural hair? Get a new cut, add some color, allow your hair to BREATHE and it will grow! And please, please, stop applying gel to your hairline to smooth down your naturally curly hair so it will look like your Yaki. In a few years your hairline will look like this. Sorry Naomi but that's unacceptable. And instead of applying all that concealer that's clogging your pores, and most likely isn't the right hue of your skin, invest in Proactive. Don't hide your flaws, work on improving them! When you find the man of the dreams, he might love you for who you are but will you love yourself? Your going to be waking up to him every morning, flaws and all, you should feel the most beautiful in the morning, I know I do.

Ladies, love your true self. We come in different shapes, sizes, skin tones, hair textures but our commonality is we all have flaws. Don't let any outside forces depict what you should look like, be who you want to be but think long-term.

Another Spike Lee (SEX) Joint.

So i hate to keep talking about sex, but i mean DUH.. if guys think about it all the time, I'll talk about it; its one more step over guys. ANYHOW..

Remember when you used to have sex and the objective was for both parties to climax and be pleasured? WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT RULE?! I thought it was common law, unwritten rule, that sex isn't sex without orgasms. A guy should not only have fun and pleasure doing what he's doing =) but shouldn't he be having fun for the long term goal; of making the girl climax?

The sex i had last night, was like doing homework at the library. It was so uniform and uninteresting and NOT spontaneous at all, it seemed like what i would call married sex.

1. Assume the position
2. Pretend to Enjoy
3. Think random thoughts
   
4. Say it was good
5. Sit-up bored and even more un-intersted.

"Damn homie, i know that you thought you were putting in work, and i know that you thought we would go for round 1.5, but realistically.. my car engine is still hot & i'd love to make it home before it cools off..."

I just want to know WHY guys are so selfish. It makes you look stupid when you walk around thinking, yeah i just got mines, while on the bunnies are back on the ranch talking about your poor performance and lack of interesting dick.

++i CONFESS: I think there should be a written law that states, "Both parties must showingly climax before sex is considered over. Any male that fails to perform up to par shall be banish to a Amish Community for shunning and 5 years of isolation".

ooooo Girls just wanna have fun

so...i have been encountering more and more people who have been completely stunned by my personality....i don't know why??....i guess my outlook on relationships and sex just aren't the norm for the average female, which i do not mind at all. females are known for catching feelings to quick and can't let go and are longing for relationships..TRUST ME, I AM NOT THAT GIRL. There are no Dr. Phil issues behind my beliefs, this is just me. i believe that it is absolutley absurd to think that one person would want to stay with another person "til death do they part" or even more importantly just have sex with one person "as long as they both shall live". i believe that a woman should be able to participate in as much meaningless sex as men do, without the stigma that she is now any less of a woman. the connotation between females and purity is not one that we asked for. we are as much; if not more sexually charged then men. so what would give anybody the idea that we would want to stay exclusive with one partner???...now this is a crazy world we live in and there are several risks involved with having sex, but that risk is there whether you are having sex with one partner or many partners. that is why i fully support and only condone SAFE and PROTECTED SEX, by way of condoms, dental dam, birth control etc...in these regards i believe non monogamous sex is the best. why limit your self to one person when the act of sex will be the same regardless?. if i had sex with one guy four days in a row and then turned around the next week and had sex with a different guy each day for 4 days, what would be the difference? isn't the essential act of the actual sex what matters?..and even more importantly why should it matter?...any 2 or more SELF CONSENTING ADULTS, should be able to have sex with whom they want, how they want and they should not be judged for it. men get this luxury. in fact it seems the more women they have sex with, the more manly they seem to be. women on the other hand are degraded in every way, no matter the circumstances the man is always the lesser of the two evils.. Take porn for example..the titles always contain "hoe", "slut" and things of that nature..who do they put on the covers of these movies?...the women!...who sells the movies?...the women!..but these men who are in these same movies, equally participating are just considered props...i don't get it. now don't get me wrong, it certainly takes 2 to tango; so a woman cannot be degraded in one of these movies without her prior consent. however; what i am saying is that clearly that ALL RULES SHOULD APPLY FOR BOTH SEXES. the women in that industry sign up for that lifestyle, but what about the women in the real world such as myself?..am i a "hoe" and a "slut" for participating in sex like males do?..why is it always the women that are "getting used"?..as if we don't get anyting out of the sex, maybe we are using them for our own sexual pleasure!...wow there's a thought...i think that the underlying issue is that society is scared...they are scared because to know that females can operate like males...if not better, they know we will be unstoppable!...we are already smart, pretty, and have something coveted that make guys come to us. we get to be selective in a limitless market!..i mean really though lets get out of the stereotypes from the 1950's, where it was almost illegal for a woman to wear pants and hop back into 2009...i mean MY PRESIDENT BLACK!!!!..clearly times have changed!